Emotions.

EMOTIONS.

Yeah this time I planned to write about my emotions. I know many of you take least interest in reading this. But I will go on. 

Being an introvert, to be frank, I take zero interest in going out, having fun, attending parties etc etc. I don't even like the idea of making more and more number of friends. I would rather take a nap, watch movies, read books or either spend time with family. I infact love being myself and alone. 

I never share my thoughts and feelings with anyone around me. Let me be happy, sad, stressed, excited or anything.... I will never let people know it. This might be because I feel "no one is interested in others' feelings" or maybe because I feel that "it's not correct to share our sorrows and make them feel bad too". The second one is the main reason probably. 

Yes. I never discuss any of my serious problems with my parents till this point. This is just because I didn't wanted to worry them. I always thought facing the problem alone is better than making everyone worry about it.

And talking about my emotions....
When I am happy, I just smile. 
When I am sad, I write or listen to songs. 
When I am angry, I sleep. 
When I am excited I just laugh. 
When I am depressed, I go to temple. 
This is all what I know. I never laugh when I am happy, I never cry when I am sad, I never scream when I am angry.

I know how to control my emotions and not let others know about them. Don't know whether I am right or wrong. I don't really have an idea whether to express things or let my emotions to play hide and seek inside me. 

Please suggest. Just tell me what to do. 

With love,

SISIRA.